im sorry.
im sorry im such a fuck up.
im sorry im not perfect. i hurt people, i don’t mean to do it. but i somehow manage to find a way :( and i don’t even realize i do it. i hurt myself. i am self-centred, and i am dishonest. i lie to my friends, parents, and teachers to get them off my back. I don’t ever mean to be such a bad person. but in reality i guess i am :(.
im sorry I used to drink, and smoke, and cut. believe me, it really was the last thing i thought i would be doing when i was in elementary school.
they say highschool better’s a person, helps them grow as an individual… but where the fuck did they mention to us that it will tear us apart from our friends, get us into things that we never even dreamed of doing, and turning into the biggest asswholes we always tried to avoid?
maybe my life is good in the eyes of others (materialistically…); i have a few good friends, a nice brand new house and car, and dress in nice clothing… but is really the point of it? it’s all from the hard work that my parents had to go through. i did nothing but slack off and do shit all. i don’t deserve anything i have. i don’t deserve to live.
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Anon or not and make me choose between:
- Band: ________ or ___________?
- Food: ________ or _________?
- Singer: ________ or ___________?
- Song: __________ or __________?
- Character: ________ or ___________ ?
i’ve had a migraine all night :(, blah.
im just gonna go to sleep and hopefully it’ll be gone in the morning.
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